On the 2nd floor of [[my father]]'s house in Hamburg, above his store, he told me about the importance of seeing yourself as others see you. See yourself from the outside.

My five year old mind was blown. It could not quite comprehend how this was possible. But I tried. And I have tried ever since, with an unknown amount of success.

When days are dark and morbidity reigns my humour, I curse that moment as the origin of [[my anxiety]].